“We’re back!” The mighty cry from Youth Of Today’s “Flame Still Burns” resonates deeply with my own journey – a journey marked by highs, lows, and introspection, but most of all, resilience. Just as the anthem speaks of undying spirit, I too find myself reignited, ready to embrace a passion that once defined me.
In dimly lit punk clubs, amidst the frenetic energy of the underground hardcore scenes, I discovered an unsuspected passion. A seemingly inconsequential trip to London opened my eyes, as a borrowed camera transformed my world. Escaping a suffocating job and burnout, photography became my sanctuary, offering both solace and a newfound purpose.
From capturing the raw, visceral energy of squatted houses to immortalizing the most intimate moments at weddings, my journey with the lens knew no bounds. Those initial days, I admit, were about emulation. I mirrored the styles of established wedding photographers, not yet secure enough to break the mold. But as the years progressed, my confidence and unique style blossomed. I found myself split between close, intimate captures and panoramic compositions, creating evocative narratives that couples cherished.
2017 was transformative. Receiving the ‘Rangefinder Rising Star’ award was both an affirmation and a nudge — a call to keep pushing boundaries. 2019 marked the pinnacle of my career. One of its crowning jewels was an enchanting wedding in Mexico, an experience that remains close to my heart. As the year drew to a close, in the quiet hum of an airplane bound home from that very trip, our song “I Will Follow You into the Dark” playing in my ears, the idea struck me. I proposed as the year transitioned, hoping to begin a new decade full of promise and shared dreams.
Yet, 2020 had other plans. The deafening silence of the pandemic wasn’t just a global headline; it became my personal dungeon of despair. Fears of contagion coupled with the devastating halt of ceremonies amplified my anxieties. While the world went on a pause, my heart raced with uncertainty. I questioned my craft, my purpose, even my identity.
But in that profound silence, amidst those towering doubts, emerged a personal symphony. Marrying my soulmate, Jana, I was no longer behind the lens but in the frame, living the moments I’d so passionately captured for others.
2022’s elopements offered a fresh perspective. One particularly resonates: Ilya & Kris, a same-sex couple. Embracing love beyond traditional societal norms, their journey felt like a celebration of acceptance, individuality, and most importantly, love in its purest form. Their trust in me, journeying through Copenhagen and the rugged terrains of Iceland, underscored the deep connections I’d forged and the greater purpose my work embraced – capturing love in all its forms, defying norms, and speaking truths.
However, 2023 stirred something deep within. Photographing a friend’s wedding, itself an emotional cauldron given her recent loss, was a poignant reminder of why I began this journey. As I showcased the final slideshow, their tears mirrored my own emotions — a potent blend of joy, nostalgia, and hope.
As my lens witnessed varied tales of love, from LGBTQ+ stories that radiated courage and resistance, to those of couples defying odds and traditions, I felt a renewed responsibility. Photography wasn’t just about framing moments but about narrating tales of resistance, acceptance, and boundless love.
Through my hiatus, I grappled with the heart-wrenching feeling of unfulfilled potential. “Damn, I’m too good to stop now,” became my internal anthem. But my recent experiences have been more than just a call to action. They’ve been a clarion call to evolve, to embrace my fears and uncertainties, and to chronicle love stories with renewed zeal.
So, here I am — scars, memories, accolades, and all — ready to once again turn life’s ephemeral moments into everlasting memories.
Every frame I capture is a testament to love, to resilience, and to the unwavering spirit of human connection. Now, more than ever, I believe in the power of these moments. Moments that transcend time, that defy the odds, that speak of hope and love in their purest forms. I invite you to join me on this next chapter. Let’s co-create memories, let’s celebrate love, and let’s defy the odds, together. Reach out, share your story, and let’s craft visual symphonies that echo for a lifetime.
Appreciating the time you’ve spent here…
… and if you’re inspired, I’m ready to listen, to click, to capture. Let’s craft the narrative of your love, together.
